Welcome! You have been invited inside my head! I'm sure this will be a confusing trip for you, so I will try to make it easy. ;) I guess we'll just jump right in!
What to do? What to do? I have fallen in love again with Max and at the exact same time I've developed a heart-ache filled tumor the size of Texas (hmm how appropriate). We've been in love before but I was immature/insecure and he was busy/far away. We've all been there. But its now been 3 years and we both changed--sorta. Now I'm busy and he's still far away. Hmmm... I wonder if we're both far away? Oh well. So this whole love business. Its kinda like coming home to a warm fire, not your whole house, but contained to the fireplace, where it should be. It just feels nice. I've always pined for this trust and chemistry and now that I have it, I feel like I'm on the brink of losing it just as quickly.
You see, I'm a heart surgeon with a tabby cat and he's a rocket scientist with a chocolate Lab. It just can't work!! Okay, so I'm kidding about that. But this distance thing is killing me! We live over 800 miles from one another! That's just retarded. I've petitioned the governor many times to have my state moved next to his and he just won't budge! haha. But seriously, how can I resolve this? His work keeps him there; my schooling/work/support systems keep me here. Blah. It almost makes you want to fold your hand. But you can't because you have a royal flush (or whatever the highest card hand is)!!! What do you do with it?
Cupid has a sick sense of humor.
What to do? What to do? I have fallen in love again with Max and at the exact same time I've developed a heart-ache filled tumor the size of Texas (hmm how appropriate). We've been in love before but I was immature/insecure and he was busy/far away. We've all been there. But its now been 3 years and we both changed--sorta. Now I'm busy and he's still far away. Hmmm... I wonder if we're both far away? Oh well. So this whole love business. Its kinda like coming home to a warm fire, not your whole house, but contained to the fireplace, where it should be. It just feels nice. I've always pined for this trust and chemistry and now that I have it, I feel like I'm on the brink of losing it just as quickly.
You see, I'm a heart surgeon with a tabby cat and he's a rocket scientist with a chocolate Lab. It just can't work!! Okay, so I'm kidding about that. But this distance thing is killing me! We live over 800 miles from one another! That's just retarded. I've petitioned the governor many times to have my state moved next to his and he just won't budge! haha. But seriously, how can I resolve this? His work keeps him there; my schooling/work/support systems keep me here. Blah. It almost makes you want to fold your hand. But you can't because you have a royal flush (or whatever the highest card hand is)!!! What do you do with it?
Cupid has a sick sense of humor.
2 comments:
If you love him you can make it work.
First of all, yes, the Royal Flush is the highest hand you can get in poker. B, you aren't a heart surgeon yet. Don't be getting ahead of yourself.
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