Monday, November 8, 2010

C'est la vie, non?

It is really fun to read some of these old blogs. I went back and read the first few ones I had written. They were fun--I like me. :) It made me feel a little sad though in a kinda nostalgic way. I was wondering if I'm still as funny (quirky?) as I was back then? I wonder if being deployed has somehow taken my spunk away or at the very least, dulled it?

I am feeling less than motivated. Ever since Max went up to Wisconsin, I have been a bit lame. I don't really feel like doing much of anything. I'm a little embarrassed to say that I'm not a stronger person. My face is a wreck. I haven't worked out. I'm neglecting my studies. Need I go on?

I have been writing letters.

I wish I had some peace.

2 comments:

Unknown said...

I was kind of lame without Max too. Luckily you will both be in Wisconsin soon and we can get unlamed together.

Jacque said...

You're not lame, dude. I've read through old things that I had written too and wondered the same thing. I think that really, a lot has happened since you've deployed. You're life has changed and so has your perspective on things; you are still funny and quirky though :) It's part of your charm!

How's that packing coming? Not too much longer and you'll be up in Wisconsin wishing you were in balmy KC!

Maggie misses you. She asks that you come see her soon, and bring more trail mix.